TextSexAnonymous

I don't know how I got here, and it's not that I have a habit of starting relationships with people I have never met, especially sexual ones, but here I am with a TextSexBuddy. Weird. It started innocently enough when I was chatting with Brandon (at least I know his name) on messenger. He and I met through a dating website during a 3 week long period in which I was determined to find a boyfriend. For some reason we never met. We had scheduled a date together, but he fell ill that day, and we just never rescheduled. It didn't stop us from chatting, though. We would talk about all sorts of things and then one day it turned a little naughty. It was a bit thrilling at first, talking dirty to someone online while working, but eventually that became the only thing we did. We had chat sex online, then we would have text sex, then phone sex, until we both went to bed. It has been going on for over a month now! That is ridiculous! He even sent me a picture message of his "little man" for good measure. Especially considering that we now have a totally sexual relationship and have never met face to face, I'm not sure I know how to handle this. If I meet him (especially with the other two in the picture) I don't know what would happen. I can't just downgrade him to friends because we have gone entirely too far into the gray zone. I may just have to end it. Chemistry is such a strange thing that I can't even be sure I would be attracted to him in person. Heck, he may not be attracted to me! What on earth did I get myself into...