Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Titles
My life is about titles right now. At work, I am desperately trying to get a new title, and in life I am trying to find out if I will soon have the title of "girlfriend" again. As for work, things are moving along in the right direction. I am in initial talks with my boss about new responsibilities. He is with me on what I would like to do and thinks it would be a good idea. Unfortunately he is unwilling to allow me to take on these new tasks while simulatenously leaving my position in sales. I have no interest in selling, and I will have enough work with this new position to never have to call another account. I need him to see that. Also, my redistribution allows someone else at work to be given my old position. Someone who I am close with, and who wants very badly to be redistributed too. It would mean two people get what they want, and both of us would get pay raises as well. Next week is the big meeting in which I plan to emerge victorious. In life, Chuck plans to emerge victorious. He is vying for the position of boyfriend, though I don't think it involves a pay raise. It has been years since I could officially call anyone a boyfriend. The last couple boyfriends were exclusive, but refused to be given the title. I think I may be a bit out of practice. What I love the most about him is that he is fairly evenly matched to me, but I didn't expect him to be. He is intelligent, open to communication, affectionate, and attentive. Finally, I really think I may have a boyfriend again, and I can relax. I am finished with having to keep a circus ring of guys in limbo in an attempt to find one that will not screw it up. I am excited at the prospect of being able to build something with one person that can actually be stable and good. For now, I am waiting until my head catches up with my heart before I bestow him the title.
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