When It Rains...

I would have to say that I am on an "upswing" right now. I have found a guy who is more and more amazing to me everyday, my boss has decided to start me in my new position this week, and new opportunities have been coming my way in other facets. I have been a plus-size model on and off since I was 19 years old. Tomorrow I will be given my first chance to be on national television as a model. I am so thankful for the experience and the possible exposure. Unfortunately I will have a whole lot of exposure, since I will be on national television in my underwear...or actually a very well known company's underwear to be exact. The least that will happen is that I will have a new pair of panties, a backstage pass, and an extra paycheck. The most I can hope for is being seen by some corporate marketing manager for Lane Bryant, and being given a contract to model with them that would let me really concentrate on my line as well as have a fabulous day job. I will hope for the latter, though I am fairly sure I will just wind up with the panties and memories. My boyfriend thinks it will be really exciting. I am trying to not be so excited that I get nervous. Usually being in front of a bunch of strangers in your underwear is considered a nightmare, but for me I can only hope it's a dream come true.