The Rat Race

I want so badly to know what to do here: I don't think that Chuck is going to really be able to step up. He will get a job (something mindless), and in time he will get a cell phone and a car. Meanwhile I will be going ahead with the modeling, the day job (which will make at least 20k more than him a year), and working on making my business something to sneeze at. I just don't see how Chuck will ever be on par with me. As excited as I was to find someone who cares about me, I overlooked all the other pieces that needed to fit into the puzzle. As much as Chuck wants to be a man with a career, he is really just a boy without ambition. Ambition is the most attractive thing to me, so I am quickly losing interest in my boyfriend. As much as I recognize what I need from men it still makes me feel very superficial to want to dump Chuck. I guess I will ride it out until I really make up my mind about what I want to do.