Inverse Proportions

I am beginning to feel that my job is full of false hopes. There have been a few days where I have made twice the normal number of calls and have less than normal numbers to show for it. At first I thought that it was just an off day, but now I have experienced this with different regions in the Midwest. It will be very hard for me to keep up my spirits while all of the hours I am logging with the company are not being shown in my paycheck. For the first 2 months I have a salary guarantee, but I am fearful that after the guarantee is over I will be in financial trouble. Money makes me crazy, and I will leave a job that doesn't have the earning potential equal to the effort required. Funny how hopeful I was at the start, and now I am back in reality.