Putting Out the Flames

Rafi came over yesterday for an hour before I left for work. He wanted to see me and make sure that I was really okay after the conversation the night before. I was okay, really. I decided that I was giving Rafi too much credit, and I put him back where all guys start. He has to prove himself just like everyone else. I keep myself back, letting him call me when he wants, letting him see me when he wants, and if that is not enough to satisfy me I move on. When Rafi was over he was saying that sometimes he is known to be absent minded. If that is true then I think things will be okay because, with time, I will learn to accept that about him. No one is perfect, but as long as he is not the type to exclude me from his life I can deal with this fault of his. He will have to put up with quite a few of mine as well. Still, I will have to see what happens. Hopefully there will be time for me to see him for more than 2 hours this weekend. I have Friday and Saturday off. Somewhere in that time period I expect that Rafi will find time to see me. If not it will not bode well for our future together.