Reeling It In

I talked to Rafi this morning. He avoided talking about last night, but kept asking how I was. I told him I was fine and avoided the topic as well. It will go like this: Rafi is going to go about doing whatever he wants to do, but if that doesn't result in me feeling secure then I will find it somewhere else. I cannot compete with Debbie. I refuse to put someone first who I come secondary to. With the way that he talked I gave him too much credit. I put my trust in him before he deserved it. Now I know what I'm dealing with. I will not ask to see him. I will not call him back if he forgets to call me. If he consistently falls down on following through he will be gone. It's that simple. Just like all the others.