Tuesday, April 8, 2008

Spring Ahead

I do think that I like my job. I hope that I am able to make sure that the money comes in from it without expending so much effort that I burn myself out. For me the amount of money I earn must be more than I consider to be the effort I put into my work. If I have to work my butt off for a meager paycheck I burn out very quickly. Work is definitely not my life. When my life suffers for my work I tend to go looking for something else. The only exception to the rule is my business. I love my line so much that I would work at it all day every day as long as I can make enough to live comfortably. The satisfaction of having something that is completely your own is what makes it hard for me to do anything else. There is always a certain facade that is put up in order for a person to represent something that doesn't belong to him. Because there are so many opportunities for us to build this business over the spring season, and since I have yet to get a great paycheck from the (still) new job it becomes hard for me to concentrate on what is going on at the office. At the same time I know that I have the ability to make quite a lot of money if I apply myself to the task at hand. I hope and pray, though, that eventually the only task at hand will be running my line. Patience has never been my strong suit, though. It better come quickly.

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