Breaking the Addiction

"Spinning wheels" (Rafi's new name in my phone) text messaged me today. I responded with a one word message. I didn't call him all day. Last night I didn't call him either. He did text me an hour after I would usually call him. I responded in two words. If Rafi doesn't want to accept that I am fed up he will certainly figure it out when I make absolutely no effort to contact him. I also refuse to keep having sex with someone who isn't into me enough to take me out, or call me back. Withholding sex probably won't make him very happy but I could really care less at this point. A few times today I wanted to call him just to talk. I didn't. I realize that I need to commit to my decision. I am used to talking to him so it's hard not to call, but I don't see him picking up the phone either. Truth is, as much as it hurts to admit it, Rafi could really care less about me. I need to stop concerning myself with him. If he decides to change I can see a future, but that is very unlikely to happen any time soon. At this point I just need to keep myself away from him. If I can power through this tough part the rest will be much easier.