The Remodel

Rafi may not be totally through yet. I saw him last night. He invited me over to talk. I wanted to hear what he had to say, so I went. It was actually rather nice. We had dinner and talked. He apologized for what had happened earlier in the week. He also acknowledged that what I was asking for was not at all strange. Being able to spend time with someone who you want to get to know better is totally understandable. As much as I want to believe Rafi I am still skeptical. Talking is one thing, and doing is something entirely different. If Rafi can deliver on what he said then things will be fine. I think that my silence this week allowed him to see what it would be like without me. He said that he doesn't ever want me to stay away again. He missed me all week. He thinks that there is a possibility of something very real between us, so provided he doesn't mess things up again then I think everything will be okay. For the time being I am still going to keep myself guarded. A real date best be in my future.