Heading South

I have left the house twice today. Both times I was motivated by food. In the afternoon I was dead set on getting pesto cavatappi from Noodles and Company. An hour ago I left the house again because that new salad at Wendy's was calling my name (along with a frosty and a baked potato). It's sad that I am doing nothing about feeling that I am doing nothing. The only thing I accomplished today was to do my laundry. Other than that I sent a bunch of text messages and watched a whole lot of Project Runway. I feel so depressed it's even hard for me to be social. Usually when I start to feel down I tend to reach out. Today I had to push myself to do that. Tomorrow I know that I will have to really put some work in. I need to sew some things for the end of the month. It would be so nice to have the appropriate funding so I can really put the effort in that I know I am capable of into the clothing line. Until then I really need a day job so I can begin to juggle the two parts of my work life, but make enough money to get by. At the moment something has got to give. I need a direction.