Thursday, August 7, 2008

Unglued

Too many things are up in the air. When I decided to pair up with my girlfriend in the locksmith business I didn't anticipate her constant pursuit of money. We have yet to actually work this week, and now she is hoping to get us into a completely different line of work. At this point I don't know what to think. There is no reason that she has to keep working with me instead of anyone else, and I am not completely sure that she would stick to her word. Also, seeing that I am moving at the end of this month, and I have no money to do so, I was going to move in with her, and take over her extra bedroom in the meantime while we start working. Right now everything hinges on her actions, and if something keeps us from working together I am fearful that I will also need to find someplace to live in the meantime. The amount of stress I am under right now is far greater than almost anything I have experienced. Too many pieces of my life are completely undetermined. The more aspects I feel are up in the air, the more nervous I get. Since the only thing going well at this point is the fashion line, it is safe to say that I am nearly completely unglued. Something has got to give soon, before I fall apart.

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