Back on the Market

I have been in some version of hell for the last few months. Shifting around things in my life puts me in a state of stress, and all I had done was shift one or more elements of my existence around. Now that I have a new job, a new apartment, and a new love life, I finally feel like things are settling down. For the first time in a few years I feel like I have structure, money, and a real home. Prior to moving into my first one bedroom apartment I was worried that I would be unable to adjust to having no one else around. It seems, however, to be rather relaxing to know that I can put things where I want them to go, and the level of cleanliness (or messiness) is entirely up to me. The only real situation arising at this point is that I need to maintain my focus on the fashion line despite having a full time job. Once all the "settling in" is over I will have no excuse to put it on the back burner. Ultimately in order to achieve a fully blissful state, I will have to push through the next few stages of my own business' development so that I can say, eventually, that my full time occupation is owner of my own company. The clock is ticking.