The N Factor

There are currently 3 men that want to marry me. I know that sounds like a strange thing to say, but it's true. The first is an ex boyfriend (who I dated during the hiatus in which I rarely posted...sorry followers!) who is totally and completely NOT what I am looking for. Dating him was a side effect of being in between jobs. Having no direction in my life was what allowed him the opportunity to even go out with me. Now that I am doing well in my career I have no attraction to him whatsoever. The second guy is my ex from college who I was sure I would marry when I was living with him. We broke up because he is Catholic (non-practicing), and couldn't stand the idea that I would have Jewish children. Now that he has a young daughter, and is getting divorced from his first wife he realizes that he was an idiot. The major problem with him is that he now comes with a ton of baggage, and has yet to finalize his divorce. The third guy is a friend from high school who I have recently become quite entangled with emotionally, and who is in the army for the next few years. None of the 3 guys are currently available to me in actuality, and though I don't doubt their intentions, I don't know what's in store. Currently I feel that I need to keep looking because even if something is to work out, it won't be for a while. I miss being in a relationship. I would like to say I have a boyfriend. I don't know, however, how feasible that will be.